La nuit de la fête des vendanges

24th of Sept was officially the first day of the wain festival in the whole swiss french canton also known as La fête des vendanges.

Unfortunately, lex,mimi n I were so drop dead tired and alex was too wasted, while im busy being sick! But still at midnight we were motivated to head to the festival BY FOOT. Took us about 30mins of walk then it took us another 30mins to squeeze thru' the crowds. Then we decided to go back home after 15mins.hahaha!!!

Yet the thg so special about this day wasn't about the festival. It was about when we were walking to the festival, there were a few drunk youngster moving towards us n wouldnt leave us alone. Before they even approach, mimi held my hand so tight and stand right in fronta me like an eagle protecting it's precious.

His reactions were fast yet careful, always ,making sure that im right behind of him. Then the youngsters were asking weird questions and wanting some stupid answers. So mimi gave it to them, then he directly move quickly with me by his side and hands held tight.

I never felt so safe and secure in my life. To know that feeling when someone really stands up for u,would do anything to make sure u're safe.... It was like i immediately know that this is the man, the one i can relay on when im tired, knowing that i dont hv to pretend to be strong nor that he will never run away ASAP even when im in shit!

That is the kinda man i wan to have a future with, for that la fête des vendanges proves that my  man is definately the Right Man!

signin' out with love,

lizzie anne

Let the sun shine =)

For once in my life, i understand how does it feel to be free and filled with the sweetest happiness deep down inside.When i said free, this freedom is undescribable. Having to find that person that is capable to fill your heart with that very comfort, security and love with a single touch, knowing deep down that u can shut your eyes and have a deep quiet sleep on his shoulders after all these years of struggles, that's what i call a FREEDOM to feel free and calm.

From his love, he made me realise a girl like me doesn't have to be alone, doesn't have to be cold, and doesn't have to face problems alone with a forced smile anymore. For once, i felt free to feel, to be angry, to frust, to smile and to laugh! Just to be myself and stop being afraid of every single step im taking.

At times, things got a lil steamed up between us due to certain jealousy issues, it's neither his fault nor mine. It's just ddifferent ppl , different mind, but the patience to tolerate, to swallow the pride and take a step back that he has shown through these times leads me speechless. He deserves most of my respect for that. I understand that sometimes he's doubting, scared and i just couldn't find the right words to tell him not to worry. It felt like there's so much things i wanna tell him, but the words just couldn't come out in the right way.

All i wanna tell him is that it's his hands i wan to hold onto me, not letting me go;his arms to wrap around me,comforting me; his shoulder for me to lie on when im in joy or crushed; his eyes to look at me,letting me know that he's there no matter what; his face to be the first and last wonderful thing to look at everyday; his tender lips gently touching agaisnt mine;his calm heartbeat as the most beautiful melody for me to listen to; and of coz that amazing smile he has to shine my day and be my encouragement!

Throughout all these years of damages that i've done, he's the only right and utterly beautiful thing that has ever happen to me. For he's the one who brought back my confidence, healed that scar after such a long time, brighten up the smile that i never thought i'd have and drew the most lovely fairy tale in my life =)

struck out friday night

Last friday night was epic!

Started off with a few beers with uncle,bro,a mate n sugar.

After that the fun begins went i met up some other crazy mates as well!

The fun then steamed up when we bumped into Mimi's fren Arturo, Morgan n etc.

From midnight till 3am, the DJ's dropping it hot, some chickas dancing on the top, some fights occured, drunken ass all over and we were busy getting wasted and dancing our ass off!

 

All in all, the night was fantastic n i had fun till d max with my sugar <3



signin' out with loads of love,

LA

Thank u for everythg sunshine

After so many years of hardwork and endurings, i finally get to have my own short holiday during the weekend. I also got my jacket, new Ipod, Headphones and etc. XD

Yet the best part of all was that i get to spend n have an utterly great time with the man i love more than my life, my Mimi.

Thx to Mimi, he fulfilled my long waited wish: 

I dnt need gifts or stuff, just wanna be the happiest girl in the most simplest ways on my special day.

And thank you so much Mimi, for the efforts and tiredness all the way thru.

Thank you for your patience, love and tolerance to me and everything that i've made u put thru.

Thank you for being there to hold me in close when  i needed comfort the most.

Thank you for never letting me go and being there when im wrapped up with problems and troubles.

Thank you for choosing to love and stay with me

Thank you for standing right beside me and reminding me that im not alone anymore.

Thank you for walking this path with me.

Thank you for all the sacrifices you've made for me and the appreciation you've shown.

Thank you for carving the most beautiful bright smile on my darkest days.

Thank you for bringing out the best of me and the willingness of you to be a big part of my complicated life.

A million "thank you" isn't enough to express how grateful i felt and how much i appreciate you. No matter how tired and hard things was, you always do your best for me by being with me in the shortest time possible. Not only in schoolwork problems, friend problems but also family problems that's surrounding me all the time . Yet you never complain anything at all and keep smilling to me, telling all will be all right, dont worry =)

After so many years, you are the first one to fulfilled my biggest yet simplest dream of all. 

Thank you.

This time it's my turn to tell you not to worry. This time im not going anywhere and im always standing a step behind of you, supporting you the whole way thru.

Because only with you and you alone, everything's at it's most simple but also at it's most beauty.

Having you in my life, you've became the reason im beautiful and happy.

Found you in my life, you've became the reason why i look forward to the future.

Thank you, my love, my life, my heart.

Lizzie Anne

my sunshine

My army has officially went to his military repitition. My night was restless and i was wide awake the whole night.

With all the getting use of him being the first person to see before and after my sleep, last night was an absolute torture filled with emptiness. 

For the first time i felt so breatheless and heart wrecking when he takes his steps, turn around and walk away.

I know my depandancy towards him is really serious but i just cant control myself  from needing him and wanting him more!

Though the sun outside is shining bright today, but the sun light within my heart is fading away.

My love,my friend, my heart, my man and my Army....

I'll be right here waiting u to come back home to me.

with love and misses,

Lizzie Anne

Bersih 2.0

Unfortunately dirty politicians destroyed the support of the Malaysian nations on the 09.07.2012.

Brutalitiy and violence by Malaysian police were used on the people during the protesting.

All bloods shed, the life's fade, injuries suffered, discrimination done and lies told, the satu Malaysia nation will remember this injustice of the dirty democracy.

Thus standing ovation to the fat dirty government who try to cover their ass, u just failed your own people! Bravo!

The truth and evidence never lies, shame to Malaysia Government is officially announced around the globe. 

my most beautiful days

These few weeks had been such beauty. 

Puttin aside the fact that im broke but all the spendings were worth it! 

Every single cent spent, every single moment shared , no matter how tired i was, 

My days still ends with the sweetest smile i ever!

Those splendid nights where your pair of eyes were the last thing i see

Those brightful days where your gentle touch were the first thing i felt

Somehow, i wish i could find the right words...

To tell u how i really felt for u and * I Love U* is really just not enough.

Coz in your presence, i smile like an innocent child.

But in your absence, i only felt empty and frown =(

U said im your beautiful girl, but lil do u know, u are the reason for this beauty!

No only u gave me confidence, security, warmth but u showed me, a girl like me can have a fairy tale and a love worth holding on for !

My man...

My army...

My love...

My sunshine...

My guardian angel...

My all....