tiring but awesome

Finally it's weekend! OMG, finally we're able to breathe some non stress air for 2 weeks! It was a huge relief after finishing our chemistry Test tho im not very sure what the hell was i doing but at least i finish everything n i do hope i couldd surf through with sufficient marks really. Today was a flat battery day for me coz i havent been having enough sleep but on the other hand it was a fun day, classmates n i had loads of laugh and fun during chemistry laboratory. Getting to know each n everyone even more really makes me happy in a way. It finally feels like im in the social zone now. Somehow makes me feel that im not that alien anymore n feeling a tiny bit less lonely C= i hope everyday will be just as pleasant as today!

我的幸福?

有时候我在想到底是我想太多?我要求是不是太多?我只不过想要个简单的恋爱而已但


每一次当我找到了好的对象时，一切的简单仿佛觉得超遥远的。所谓生活还真的是

满艰难。我真的好害怕，我一时的需要会让我再次的对别人动心。我该怎么做才可

拥有我的幸福?

sometimes i dont understand why

sometimes when friend ask me how did u both hanging there. i always answer " we're good as usual". But at times i dont know if i really mean i really mean it or im actually pretending to be strong n tough when the fact is i really really need to have someone right beside me ? looking at friends n their partners together able to do simple thgs like going to dinner together, studying together, hv a walk in a garden together , hving someone to say "everythg's ok, C! im juz right here"when im tired n down n able to kiss gd morning or gdbye. A touch may not mean anything in a relationship but a touch is an essential to keep a relationship sparkle. I just pray to God to melt down all this boundaries soon coz i dunno how much longer i can hang in there until my needs eventually eats up the love i have for u.