Monday 31 January 2011

My big boss n my man

Lately life's been busy with tests n exams n today 1 exam's down n 3 more to go! Last week was definitely the most hardest n most stressful week by far coz we hv to squeeze in 4 subs to study in one darn week.Every single day we'd be in school from 9.30am till 6.30pm earliest but it was still a great pleasure for me. Being able to know some of his friends n having someone special fighting thru the hardship together is the greatest reason to be motivated. Every single time when im feeling tired, i get a warm kiss n a big tight hug from him. =P but thru' such short time i get to know his personality, how wud make him fed up, wat wud make him smile n how to make him excited! lol! Also thx to him, everyone's going to call me "sue" for d next 3 years. hahaha...

Having someone who adores me who's handsome,smart n still much taller than me even i wear high hills is already a bonus.

And having someone who's going thru the same path, fighting alongside and always there to hold me up when im falling apart is a heaven sent blessing!!

Saturday 8 January 2011

it's a chaos

Today is a day where i had wished i was at school studying even if i have to be alone. Everything just burst out all of sudden,things got messy, arguements surrounded the whole house, n upsetting words filled the air between my parents.

If anyone ever wonder why i never believe in marriage n why im afraid of commitment... this is exactly why. Had 2 live examples is more than enough to prove that fairy tales dont exist in reality. Sweet dreams just dont last forever nowadays. That's a fact n that's the life we're living. Reality's such a pain in the arse but yet they r all real.

God, if u r there watching over us, do us a favor please, if this marriage between my current parents dont work, dont send us another father anymore coz im tired of losing more fathers n this will be the last time im gonna call any man "daddy". Pls n thk u!

Monday 3 January 2011

it was a cold day but i have a warmest feeling all over me

yesterday was not what i wud call it a nice 2nd day of new year coz there wasnt any sunlight nor sun, only filled with strong wind, dropping temperature n mist. Yet me n my sis still made our way to school n study together. Having the whole school just for ourselves was comfy n creepy at the same time. n the libraby was freaking cold almost like the weather outside =( so we end up couldn't focus n concentrate due to the cold n we were hungry coz on Sunday, every town is like the dead! Apart from that my baby n my friend end up 747 us coz they were too tired to wake up! i can understand with such freeze n hard core party! so about 5 i planned to take the bus and head home but unfortunately like i said Sunday's everythg's dead so there's no bus, we end up "slipping" our way up to the train station coz the roads were so slippery fulled with ice! Tho' so, sis n i just laugh all the way thru' till we finally reach the train n  trying to keep warm our reddish n numb bodies.

around 5.40pm i reach home! (earliest time record to be at home so far) teman n squeeze with my darling muumy n doggy Puchi!! it felt great to just put down the beg n be in a warm house =) ! then i had my dinner n headed out again to the train station around 7.50pm for my movie night with baby. The moment i saw him, all the freeze just melted away n the second after he kissed me hello, he said "t es trés belle aujourd'hui" then my heart mellted n he was handsome as ever too! so we headed to the cinema to watch THE LITTLE FOCKERS with his hands filling the space between mine!

Anyway, that movie was just so hilarious n so so adorable, both of us kept laughing. Being held tightly while watchin a movie with a super comfy cinema chair and a nice atmosphere where we could just relax n watch is just perfect <3  i have never felt so calm n safe before.. but now i do! After the movie, we went to my favourite Pub bar AKA In Ox. the lighting n stuff were just beautiful just the way i liked it. We sat on my favourite spot with my favourite pillow n with 2 beers! we had a good time talking, kissing n laughing together! He slowly get to know my true side n he thinks it's cute =P i enjoyed each n every conversation with him. Then we moved our butts so he could get his train but unfortunately he missed it so he had to wait for 1 more hour alone til 23.42 for the train coz he knew that im too tired n said i can just go but i should have stayed to accompany him. so the night end up with short sms where i told him i was happy n thank u for everything n he saying that he likes to be with me n he's happy too =)



signin out with much love,
Liz