And they say people change

Today was just like an other normal day except it's a very foggy day! Yet that didnt really stop me from doing my things and went out with a girlfriend for drinks at a near by bar. It was really a cozzy n beautiful bar and pretty calm actually. Im starting to like that place now =)



So me and that friend had a little chit chat when we were there, suddenly she laughed so loudly i was shocked n stunt ! ahaha! but that's Lucy the laugh beg anyway! Then after that she told me she's pregnant a baby boy.awwww.. how nice is that !

Then we talked bout everything in ours lifes in swiss n stuff. It was really a nice conversation. Yet strangely i just knew her for 1 year and she actually told me that i've changed so damn much. I was expecting i've changed for the good but it's clear that it's not eventually. She said im all gloomy and seasoned now unlike before was a bubbly person and a sunshine. She was right about that point no doubt!






I remember back then in high school i barely touch my books, chicky in class, hyper active and fun. It was the best highlights in my life so far. Now, the good thing is i focus a lot on my educations but all my fun personalities disappeared into thin air! I do have better patience but i lost my sense of humour, i gained more knowledge in academic but i lost my knowledge of being an outgoing person, i learned another new language but i lost my social skills, i had a chance of a life time to study overseas and yet it cost me much more than i can imagine and being surrounded with loneliness that no words or anyone could possibly understand or describe.



Im not trying to sound emo but the thing is when i look back at the past, sometimes i myself could not have imagine how drastically i've changed only in 1 year time. Few months ago i was trying really hard to resurrect the Lizzie that was once filled with enthusiasm but somehow i just cant seem to reach it. Perhaps going back to Malaysia this summer could help me with that! For now i guess i have to face the fact that i've changed to gloomy and hope that by time things will get better than this !

Here i go again =P

I never thought that i'd be doing this again! Disactivate and now reactivated once more. Thanks to my dar Jessica chocolate somehow coz she's the one reason and person that keeps urging me to do so! So i'll cut it short.

Two days ago, we had a family friends gathering for Easter evening celebration together! It was fun n warm. We all had a great time and it's also the very first time i step out the 1 move and not being the loner at the corner anymore at gatherings which it's totally awesome. I've shared things with my brother n dad which was really cool and i felt very comfortable later on! Me n my eldest brother were arguing bout how a person could get sore throat and playing around with some kung fu moves! It was really adorable. Then, i plan to drop by his place at Lausanne to spend some time together but im pretty much hung up right now coz i'm still waiting the call from Mr.Photographer for certain confirmations about the photo shooting and not forgeting a girl's day out with my girlfriends too! AHHH!!! and unfinished homeworks and projects as well! Aiks...

Choco bunnies from brother n Zi Han!

Talk about photoshooting, it was quite an experience for me. The bizarre part is that the photo shooting is all about the hands only n holding on a microscope( which i think it's for the uni's flyers ). Before that , i received the call from the photographer asking if i could go there after my classes which i did. Im really thankful to Mike for walking and searching the studio with me. Then, we started the session. More than 20 pics were taken with difren angles. Photographer was really a nice man n i was so pleased to learn that he speaks such a good English =) had a little chit chat then im off to catch my half n hour train back home! Reached home, i was totally worn out with sore hands n feets wth blisters! lol... Yet we still have to make the confirmation from the others on tuesday. If it's confirmed then i have to get my ass up to the studio again! So we'll see..
Besides all those stuff, others are pretty much in form and good! School life just as usual like always and i'll be finishing CIFOM in few months time. Dying n looking forward to go back home for some nice and warm summer holidays with my lads, babes n family of coz! So much to do , so many faces to meet but still i think it's so little time for me! kinda sad but im still grateful that i can have 2 n half months coz i dont think that the following year i'll have such long summer hol after i start my first year in Engineering Uni this September.. So i'll just have to make the best of it and spend every single precious minutes with my loved ones!

Just some shots for the day!

Lastly, comes to rship n lovey stuff, ya'll can count me out coz im definately giving up on this man tho' he's one hell of a guy which fits most of my expectation more than anyone i knew could! But the disappointment that he struck me with , just made things crystal clear that it's time to turn away n stop wasting my time on things that'll never progress in the first place! Well it really didnt hurt that bad at all so yeah... everything's pretty cool for now!

The sunny view from my apartment =)

Love the sunny day=) cheers!!