曾经的你

This may sound really silly n cheesy in a way but to think back bout what u've done for me n with me hurts a little but it does make me felt something which was really special n a whole new level of experience. Things n feelings i never thought i'd experience or do. The moments were indeed very short but it never fails to bring a bright smile to my face tho' things, i konw will never be the same like they once were anymore. These were the moments that meant most to me...

1. The times that u never ever left me alone.( with a slight cute intention tho' )
2. U always sounded sincere when u talked to me at all times, playing kid's games with me n teasing me around when i couldn't even pronounce the word "bonjour" in the right way.
3. The moment that u sang a children's song to me n asked me to sing along ( haha! u were funny! )
4. Tho' it may not show on my face the word "loneliness", but u were always there for me, ready to help me whenever i'd asked for your help n u never say NO to me.
5. Times when we would walk together everytime to get coffee, hot choco n my all time favourite chocolate bread!
6. Remembering that you would rather sacrifice 1 more hour to catch the train than seeing me waiting all alone for my dad to finish his work.
7. The very first time when i said "i'd love to see u".. u immediately took the next train to my place without any second thought. ( 2 hours to my place back n flow...Oh dear! )
8. Always come out n have a date with me, even if u were totally worned out n dozzy.(haha =P )
9. Would even get 3 kisses from u everyday on the cheek!!!
10. The sweetest moment for me was our last outing together back then ( the very "last lunch" before my heart was crucified ), we were sitting at the edge of the castel, the way u held me close afraid that i would fell off the edge ( guess i do look dumb ), the way u made a deal with me coz i asked u out to accompany me, those warm hands that held mine tightly,hugs n shoulders that brought such security n sweetness to my heart n the image of our shadow on the ground when i was in your arms. It was indulgingly beautiful.

Nevertheless, u were actually the very first guy that my mum adored n loved so much that she trusted u enough to ask u to take good care of me everytime ( even now ==" n i think that's the only thing that haven't change just yet! ) And of coz there are still many sweet moments in mind but all in all u were n will always stay this special in my heart (as a friend) even tho' things did not work out in the end! u were one good mate! No doubt an absolute champ as well for u've broken the record by driving me gaga enough to make my FIRST heartpounding confession! Of coz it included amongst other feelings n things too. Like i've said, u gave me a heartfelt moments of memories that i hv never encountered in my life before. For that u will always be remembered n deeply missed ( haha..sounded like u're dead or sumin! ).

So, for now goodbye n thank u so much, sweetheart. Life goes on but yet im still looking forward to be stuck in the same class with u for the next few years, chinois!