Tuesday 12 April 2011

i love u but i can live without u

Today i realised how much i love u but i also realised i've grown up and that i can live without u in my life. It's the first time i felt really broken-hearted to see what were your reactions after telling u that if *certain thg* happens, i'd leave just like that without any hesistations. Im so sorry if that hurts u but u have no idea how much it hurts me more to tell u the truth and to see u feeling down but i have to tell u. I wanted so much to be like i was before not minding anything and accept everything but that would be a lie coz i know if im like that it means i wouldn't be treating the relationship seriously at all and everything will just end up like all the puppy love i have had. Eventually, being with u changed all of that. I've taken things deeper than i can imagine and more serious than u can know coz i finally realised that i've already given my whole heart and world to u and that i love u.

This will also be the first time i'll say this:
If anything were to happen to our relationship in the future, please.... let's just stay as the closest strangers.

But for now, let's just enjoy what we have and thank u so much for loving me too =)



signin' out with love,
LA

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