tiring but awesome

Finally it's weekend! OMG, finally we're able to breathe some non stress air for 2 weeks! It was a huge relief after finishing our chemistry Test tho im not very sure what the hell was i doing but at least i finish everything n i do hope i couldd surf through with sufficient marks really. Today was a flat battery day for me coz i havent been having enough sleep but on the other hand it was a fun day, classmates n i had loads of laugh and fun during chemistry laboratory. Getting to know each n everyone even more really makes me happy in a way. It finally feels like im in the social zone now. Somehow makes me feel that im not that alien anymore n feeling a tiny bit less lonely C= i hope everyday will be just as pleasant as today!

我的幸福?

有时候我在想到底是我想太多?我要求是不是太多?我只不过想要个简单的恋爱而已但


每一次当我找到了好的对象时，一切的简单仿佛觉得超遥远的。所谓生活还真的是

满艰难。我真的好害怕，我一时的需要会让我再次的对别人动心。我该怎么做才可

拥有我的幸福?

sometimes i dont understand why

sometimes when friend ask me how did u both hanging there. i always answer " we're good as usual". But at times i dont know if i really mean i really mean it or im actually pretending to be strong n tough when the fact is i really really need to have someone right beside me ? looking at friends n their partners together able to do simple thgs like going to dinner together, studying together, hv a walk in a garden together , hving someone to say "everythg's ok, C! im juz right here"when im tired n down n able to kiss gd morning or gdbye. A touch may not mean anything in a relationship but a touch is an essential to keep a relationship sparkle. I just pray to God to melt down all this boundaries soon coz i dunno how much longer i can hang in there until my needs eventually eats up the love i have for u.

i love u

as many times i blink, i'll miss u....

Lizzie

2 years

Before getting back with u n feeling special again, im so used to loneliness deep down i could even feel the coldness in me.Being alone, solitude wasn't a problem at all to me not until u brought me back to life n hope.I know sometimes i might be selfish n bossy at times. wanting u to do this n that so that i could have u by my side again.You brought hope back to me, making me hoping that u'll come to me n be with me, plz dont take away the only hope that i hv now. i know we cant tell bout the future n things r not as simple as it seems but they r not impossible if only u put effort to it.Bcoz of u, i cant bare to be alone now, i cant bare to lose hope now n i cant bare thinking bout not having u here with me. when u asked me "what if i couldnt make it?" , that very moment my heart sore so badly dat it cracks but i still smile bcoz i still hope. maybe im just over-reacting, maybe im just impatient....but all i want is to be with u just like any couple could be. sometimes i ask myself" y r we the ones who hv to be so far apart n hv to wait for miracles to drop down from the sky just to meet each other again. If after 2 years, n yet things just doesnt happen..... then God knows what'll happen...

lizzie anne

It will blossom at the right time

Right now everything just felt so right. I in university working my ass off, sharing a part of my quiet life with nature n having U in my world. Everything look so beautiful n wonderful to me right now. Emptiness being filled n loneliness being supress but of coz misses keeps adding in =) but it's ok, i wouldnt mind a single bit about it coz i know im not the only one. All we could do now is do well in everything we're doing right now, achieve well and work hard. Then when the right opportunity and time arrive, that's when our relationship will finally blossom and bear it's fruit.

much love,

Lizzie

You'll do fine!! I know u can

I bet u're working your butt off at this moment preparing for examinations. I just wanna remind u that u shouldn't doubt yourself coz u can do so much better than that if u put your effort n give it your best. Whenever you're doubting yourself, why dont u just take a second,close your eyes n remember what i told u,that i believe in you n i know u can make it through. You'll always have my love, trust n faith! All it takes now is to add in a lil sacrifice, double hardwork n a pump of confidence =)

Good luck,love!

liz