In my life I never regret, but I'm never proud of the things that I've done that hurts people so badly.I'm not perfect n at times I admit I'm very selfish. Clearly life's full of ups n downs. When it comes to relationship,one way or another one party will eventually end up being hurt. That's just the way it is, n I know I don't even deserved to ask forgiveness from u let alone deserving your love.u are right, u do deserve better n I'm sorry for breaking certain promises that meant so much to u. Just so u know they did meant something to me too, believe it or not but it is just not enough when u have a clear picture that our relationship could never work anyway.sometimes life would be sweeter believing in happy endings or fairy tales, but I'm just don't have such strong believe in such things n I'm living a life too real to actually live in fantasy! I sincerely m sorry for what I have done to u in the past n I know broken hearts r not easily heal but as u grow up with time, u get a bigger picture of what im trying to make u understand. Life moves on, so must u. U don't need to do or show anything to me to make me remember u coz I know I will never forget u.please take care n I hope for the best for u in life.

At certain times,things can seem so unreal. 2 years ago I was just a chicky monkey student in 5.2 class lingering around in the thoughts that I would never be studying engineering.2 years later, I have a brand new life, learnt French, sharing a life with mr M. n our families, n last but not least, studying engineering now. My life may sound ordinary but to me everything is just so perfect that it's so sureal to me. I m so glad that this is my life,not just some wishful thinking anymore. No matter how things may turn out to be in the future, I m just thankful to be blessed with such beautiful life now!


Finally,all my family in Malaysia know about us especially grandma. After having an interview session with her,I m very happy to have her approval n blessings. It means the world for me.what's left is for both side of the family to meet up.hehe...

Thank u ma!!!!I love u!!!!
I promise I will do u proud by doing well in my studies n be ur lil engineer precious!!

A valentine over a glass of wine

14.02.2011 is a day i'll remember always coz in all my on and off relationships and 20 years of life, i finally get to spend my first valentine's day!!! well... pre-valentine's day. It's also the first day where a fairy tale first appeared in my life. My fairy tale was never about a prince charming riding on a white horse with 99 roses and etc. All i ever want is to have a simple relationship with blessings from our families.

It was just like any other couples, so simple yet special and so mature yet beautiful. 

Starting off with a cool and electrifying action movie during the afternoon on the sofa with his arms all around me keeping me warm on a chilly day. Where i eventually even lost the bet to him on who the real killers were! 

An "after-movie-intimacy" together where..... 

His eyes piercing through mine deeply.

His hugs showing me that im precious and safe.

His kiss telling me he's comfortable being with me

His touch making me feel special and confident.

His warmth surrounding me wholely.

His calm heart beat sounds like a beautiful melody to me.

Lastly, a lovely dinner at Paprikas'

Along with a Malibu, following with a bottle of Australian White Wine, and a fantastic dish of indian Tandoori Chicken.The atmosphere in the restaurant was just great, and we enjoyed a good chat together about our past life and families. It was a great pleasure for me getting the chance to know more about him and his family.

I guess many couple's valentine ended with the 3 special words but mine didnt. Honestly i was very happy he didnt say it bcoz thru' that it proves that im finally with A MAN not a boy anymore. To the both of us, these words *I love u* means carrying a great responsibility and needs a great amount of time and honesty to express it. These words used to mean nothing at all to me but with the right person at the right time, these words are just as precious as my favourite Saphire Stone.

Who knows? Maybe one day... these 3 words might come out from one of our mouth but for now...I'd like things to stay the way it is.

This time im definitely proud to say He's My Man =)

signin' out with love,

LA

RIP Uncle Loi

tho' we were nvr close before but i still respect u as my uncle. The courage to have to bear such pain without even taking medication that u have is impressive. All these suffering n pain is finally gone now.Dont need to worry about ur family, we'll watch over them. May u rest in peace now n u'll be remembered.


signin' out with love,
LA

That's my man

i dont need the most good looking guy, just a good hearted guy.
i dont need the smartest guy, just a rational guy.
i dont need a cash filled pocket guy, just a love filled heart guy.
i dont need a cool guy, just need a simple guy.
i dont need a sticky guy, just an understanding guy.
i dont need a bossy guy, just a respectful guy.
i dont need a guy who pretends who he isnt, just a guy who know who he is.
i dont need a guy who hides, just a guy who's honest.
i dont need a guy who controls me, just a guy who trusts me.
i dont need a guy who rebels against family, just a guy who takes responsible towards family.

Believe it or not, that's my man.

signin out with love,
LA

study hard party hard

finally we've finish our mid-sem exams!!!!!!!! Around 9pm half the first year engineer students were out n about ,gethering around getting ready to attack every single bars in La Chaux-de-Fonds. First, we were in Dub's, loads of ppl wit mega loud music bursting d ear drums n suffering long wait just to get a few drinks but everyone were cool n dope! we end our fun in Dub's after emptyin a big bottle of red bull vodka.

Then the 2nd n my favourite bar of all -AKA- Coyot.less people, less headache wit the music, n baby arrived while im partially stoned. Yet we all spent a fantastic time together n talked about our rship progress =) My Bro had a great time n get to know some of my frens, n everyone's lufta filled d bar. Until a drunk ass fren showed up n pratically disrespect my baby n I. Saying it's heartbreaking to him to c a beautiful girl like me going out with a guy like that n keep on touching me in front of everyone. I just walked off after that n baby held me tightly in his arms conforting me n feeling pissed with that fren. Few minutes later another drunk fren eventually made everyone luf by acting gay n trying to kiss my baby =P we continued to hv fun till d bar closed at 2am then we moved to THE PODIUM.

free entrance with blasting music with an empty dancefloor where it was filled later when we got there by all Engineering studentsssssssssss! everyone jut drank n danced out every single frustration n stress till i suffer a lil hill pain! but dat didnt stop me from tearing the club down! everyoned then left around 3.30am wasted n ready to die on bed.

It was awesome!!

with love,
Lizzie Anne

Down the "longkang"

just finish my lunch at d kebab shop with a depressive emotion coz my math 1B is definitely going down the drain. As for my mecanic, i really hope everythg will be fine! but who knows.... sigh* Math1A will be add into the "longkang" list too for tmr......

signin' out with a sigh,

LA